It's hard for me. I still see the distance in between
The shape of the trees, the reds and the greens
I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach
Some late nights / early mornings a feeling of loss
But for what we never had Now that I'm older, does part of me reflect?
Do relics of the past noose around my neck?
Now that I'm older, does part of me reflect?
Are the things that I've become, the things I would expect?
What I would expect?Winter came and went;
I was in no place to forget
Winter came and went;
And the ones I loved were upon my back againSome days I think back to how things used to be
When I thought I found the oath I always longed to take
But things have changed between us all
Not just you and me
So this is me moving on, not running awaySo I made a choice for myself
I buried the ends, and sold myself out
Adrenaline reverberated around my body
In the bathtub, till the water went cold around meI had an aching inside and a ring in my ears
As I filled out the forms, the forms filled out my years
Charcoal greys and blacks and in my head aloud
Were the words I was always too afraid to write down;"I'm not breaking down because I want out
I'm just taking ground for another drought
Holding close the ones who were just out of luck
We're all going down, we're all completely fucked.""I'm not breaking down because I want out
I'm just taking ground for another drought
Holding close the ones who were just out of luck
We're all going down, we're all completely fucked."

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