Why I never call

[henny]
I lost my friends by the corner store; this shit is all that i adore
Numb what is left of my old self; it's not love but it fucking helps
Why you think I drown myself out with all that you have told?
Y'all love to run your mouth, don't know the grudges that I hold I'll overshare to make you stay, so break my heart another day
And I have never been the same, ever since you left that day
Why you think my heart beats out of my chest everytime that the road moves left?And I've been thinking about the way we bleed
And when our timе comes, sink to the place that's undеrneath
And I know time heals nothing, but that's what they told me
And I think time is corrupted, when you're in agony[majora]
And I get drunk and nauseous, trying to forget all this
But I can't promise I won't let my focus slip
Cuz I wrote pages, tryna understand myself
Think I won't make it if I keep being like this all the time[henny]
So let's just take a second to fall out of love
You always put me second; I'm finally above
And you talked so much about it, how we're so fucking alike
But I can't help but doubt it, so this is my goodbye
[majora & ]
And here we go again; these conversations in my head, where I been telling all my friend that I'm not worth it
And I should stop to give in fast to everything that they demand, so I'm just watching my life pass by through the curtains[majora]
And down my path I go and I dont know
Like, where did I go wrong; so far from home
And everybody close; my demons told me
I'll never be alone; so here we go[majora & ]
And here we go again; these conversations in my head, where I been telling all my friend that I'm not worth it
And I should stop to give in fast to everything that they demand, so I'm just watching my life pass by through the curtains