Distracion (acoustic)

And it's 03:00, up on the gram; all this time I wasted just tryna distract
Myself from all the dumb shit; if I'm being honest, really, I don't wanna talk; it's
Nothing to be worried about
I don't deserve you taking my hand; maybe not my best, but I do what I can
Feeling like the new kid; pass a cup of liquor, fuck it, feeling like a nuisance
I shouldn't be walking this route
No need to tryna pretend that I ain't scared that next time it's all gonna end
Cuz what did I accomplish? I ain't really sure is it just me or bad fortune?
Anxiety been sticking around
And all the words said, I won't forget; they push away the memories I tried to protect
And don't say that I'm stupid, I know all my demons ain't nothing but illusions
Doesn't mean it's easy to doubt them (But that doesn't mean it's easy to doubt them)I pick up my pieces and hope that this feeling will stop
I can't find a reason; I thought it's the season, but it's not
I'm seeing the reaper whenever I'm dreaming; what have I done?
And everything she said is feeding my demons; I better move on(Everything she said is feeding my demons I can't let go, woah)
(I can't move on, can't move on, yeah)And it's 03:00, up on the gram; all this time I wasted just tryna distract
Myself from all the dumb shit; if I'm being honest, really, I don't wanna talk; it's
Nothing to be worried about
I don't deserve you taking my hand; maybe not my best, but I do what I can
Feeling like the new kid; pass a cup of liquor, fuck it, feeling like a nuisance
I shouldn't be walking this route
No need to tryna pretend that I ain't scared that next time it's all gonna end
Cuz what did I accomplish? I ain't really sure is it just me or bad fortune?
Anxiety been sticking around
And all the words said, I won't forget; they push away the memories I tried to protect
And don't say that I'm stupid, I know all my demons ain't nothing but illusions
Doesn't mean it's easy to doubt themAnd it's 03:00, up on the gram; all this time I wasted just tryna distract
Myself from all the dumb shit; if I'm being honest, really, I don't wanna talk; it's
Nothing to be worried about
I don't deserve you taking my hand; maybe not my best, but I do what I can
Feeling like the new kid; pass a cup of liquor, fuck it, feeling like a nuisance
I shouldn't be walking this route