The life I wanted lyrics

[Intro]
"Music dosen't come from your mind
It comes from your soul"

[Chorus]
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking about the shadowes in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody watchin
It's hard for le to see into the darkness

I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking about the shadowes in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody watchin
It's hard for me to see into the darkness

Everywhere I go feel haunted
This isn't the life I wanted
Listen to the tales of a loner
Listen to the tales of a toxic

Gather round, I'll tell you a story about
My fears, my flaws and doubts
And all of my issues the hole I fell into
(And all of my issues the hole I fell into)
(And all of my issues the hole I fell into)

She give me brain Monica Lewinski
R I.P my brother, I can feel him
Right here with me
Catch me if you can, tell my demons
"Come and get me"
Oh, she Sold my soul, you just hearing what's left of me

Yeah, you might be, it's likely we gon' make a movie, spiken Lee
Top me off, lip stains on my white tee
She gave me supreme and I thought that lil bitch was a hypebeast
Now I’m sad and alone wishing you were beside me

Uh, drugs keep me company a promise I can keep
Oh, baby I, I wanna know
Take the pill with the lean
Watch how fast I fall asleep
Will I wake upp?
We gon' see
Uh, have you ever lived in a dream
Where your nightmares play hide and seek?
Uh, ay ay, nigga preach
Uh, demons on my chest, uh ayay, I can't breathe

[Chorus]
I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking about the shadowes in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody watchin
It's hard for le to see into the darkness

I wonder if there's anybody looking
I'm talking about the shadowes in the mirror
I wonder if there's anybody watchin
It's hard for me to see into the darkness
(I wonder if there's anybody watchin)
(It's hard for me to see into the darkness )