When She Goes

I've seen way too much
I've felt God and luck
And I hated waiting on you
While I breathe the same
But you hesitate
And I hated fighting with you
Oh, love I don't need those drugs to sleep
Terrified of what's in front of me
I don't need your love to breathe
Lungs collapse stained with memoriesCould I have slept this off
A feeling I'm using her for
And I don't wanna wake up this faded
Count up the ways this ain't the same
And I know this isn't real
While I feel your skin and nails go down my back
I'm not stable
I know I'll miss you when she goes
I know I'll miss you when she goesYou haunt moves I'vе made
Painted in the rain
And I hatе this life without you
Where the beauty fades
And I bleed the same
And I hate it how I need you
Oh, loveI will need those drugs to sleep
Terrified you won't remember me
I will need your love to breathe
Tell me lies give me anythingCould I have slept this off
A feeling I'm using her for
And I don't wanna wake up this faded
Count up the ways this ain't the same
And I know this isn't real
While I feel your skin and nails go down my back
I'm not stable
I know I'll miss you when she goes