[Hook] I use to have a lot of fears
I used to shed a lot of tears
I use to cry myself to sleep
My soul was cold
My heart was deep
I trapped myself within my own fears
So don't look at me and wonder why I shed so many tears *2[Verse 1]I had a lot of fears while growing up
The moment I turned turn ten it's like the system got rebooted up
My days were getting darker while the nights where getting harder
Just to get through with these thoughts
Just lying in my bed when I suddеnly got caught
With a sudden rush of thought
Like my momma's gonna die
And that shit will lеave me broken
Cause the tears will never dry
Even if get better, will I live a fucking lie or will actually be ok
That's the thing I know that hurts me so I'll see another day
That's the thing I fear most
Will I see another day or will I die within the HR that I drop this fucking song
I can't say
Anything just might go wrong
Like an unscripted playI'm scared I'll never find myself
Because my heart's been led astray
I'm scared to even pray today
That might sound a bit cliché
But if you've seen just what I've seen
Then our thoughts would be the same
But we got some different fears
So don't think my fears are tame[Hook]I use to have a lot of fears
I used to shed a lot of tears
I use to cry myself to sleep
My soul was cold
My heart was deep
I trapped myself within my own fears
So don't look at me and wonder why I shed so many tears *2[Verse 2]I'm scared of being lonely
Scared of being feared
Scared of all my fucking problems
Scared of shedding more tears
I'm scared of losing people close
Cause I'm hurting deep inside
I'm scared my homegirl won't love me if she thinks I'm tryna hide
Scared my homies thinks I'm whack
When they hear me on a track
Scared the people won't hear me
Cause my music ain't like that
Scared I'll never be commercial
Sell my music to the world
I'm scared my Music like some songs
Cause I'm rapping like I'm Earl
I'm scared I'll never reach my idols and I'll never beat my rivals
Scared I'll disappoint my brother, father ,mother ,sis and uncle
Scared I'll end up in the street
With nowhere to fucking eat
Scared I'll never have a fan or a number 1 StanI'm scared I'll never hit my mark
I don't know where to start
Scared I'll always be like this
And I'll never fucking change
I'm scared I'll never beat my fears
And I'll always be the same I'm scared the people won't hear me or ever know my name[Hook]I use to have a lot of fears
I used to shed a lot of tears
I use to cry myself to sleep
My soul was cold
My heart was deep
I trapped myself within my own fears
So don't look at me and wonder why I shed so many tears *2

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